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    <title>Confused..... help!!</title>
    <published>2005-06-21T16:50:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-21T16:50:55Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Thursday</lj:music>
    <content type="html">The plans have changed AGAIN!! Kody and i are moving back on July 9th insed of the 30. This gives me more time to get a car, job and register for collage... but i am really not exctied about living with my mom again, i mean she is so CRAZY and i dont know how long i can live with her... i want to move back because all of my friends are there and my mom does need help with the court business but i dont want to leave my dad and Sherry... Things i hope will be fine i mean if i get a job and a car then i can move out with someone... and then i wont have to live with my mom but still it is so hard to live on your own, go to collage, and work all at the same time, i had thought about wating to go to collage in the spring but then i would loose modiviation and not want to go at all... i DUNNO WHAT I AM GONNA DO BUT I KNOW I AM LEAVING! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is normal for me to be thinking about all of this shit? I mean would it be weird if i didnt? This is all so confusing and i dont know how i am gonna get all of my shit to my mom's because we are flying back and i only have 3 suit cases and all my stuff is not gonna fit... OH GEESE HELP SOMEONE I NEED SOME ADVICE BECAUSE I AM FREAKING OUT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!</content>
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    <title>crzy4penguins05 @ 2005-06-16T11:26:00</title>
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    <title>Moving on up .....</title>
    <published>2005-06-16T18:25:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-16T18:25:16Z</updated>
    <lj:music>GODSMACK</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Last night Kody and I went to see Lords of Dogtown! It was the shit!! I love that movie and there were so many hot guys!! YEP!! SO last night i told my dad that i was moving back to my moms and he was all like " I dont understand why you would want to move back up there when there is nothing there for you" That just made me mad because i do have things there like my MOM and BROTHERS and FRIENDS! ALl i got down here is a Job my dad and sherry! SO yeah! I just need to get my shit together when i am up there and yeah i am going to! I plan on getting a job and getting a car and live with my mom just until i am on my feet then move out and go to school and work at the same time. I can do it everyone does it! I dunno i am just frusterated, i dont get what the big deal is i am 18 and am able to make my own choices and this is a choice that i want to make so i am going to. I just wish they would let me whithout all the guilt i supose! I DUNNO i know they love me and shit and only want my best intrest at heart but yeah.....</content>
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    <title>Kody is here</title>
    <published>2005-06-13T03:01:12Z</published>
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    <content type="html">So Kody came here yesterday and i am SO SO SO happy!! We went to a poker party last night and it was good fun, i won five bucks but that is all! Today we went to see Star Wars and i have decided that Haden Christensin/ Darth Vader will be my husband!! He is so hott! I am in love with him! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still dont know what i am gonna do about the whole moving up there business?? I want to but i dunno what is gonna happen if i do... where will i live?? Who wants to live with me?? ANYONE?? Well i am gonna go for now and i will write more later</content>
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    <title>No graduation for me :(</title>
    <published>2005-06-09T01:10:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-09T01:10:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So today was susposed to be my last day of my senior year but well i messed things up so I dont get to graduate with my friends :( Tomorrow WOULD be my graduation but i dont get one. Oh well..... &lt;br /&gt;I dont know what i am gonnna do about the whole moving up north thing because i dont even know if my mom will let me move back up there. I asked her and she said she didnt know... WHAT DO I DO?? GO up there and just live with my friends until i can get a place of my own?? I dunno but i still really really want to move up there I miss my friends so so so much!!!! And my brother and my mom i dunno even thought all of the shit i just cant help it but i still miss her... WEIRD!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went home early from work today because it was so slow and i wanted to go home anyways. So i got off at like 12:30 and i didnt have a ride so i WALKED!! It is like 2.5 miles!! I havent walked that much in so so long! Then i came home and layed in the backyard and tanned! (more like burned). Ever since i have been back from my mom all i want to do is nothing and wait for Kody to come down here which happens to be in 3 days!!! I am so so excited! WE are gonna go do the beach so much he loves the beach and i dont like to go in the water but i like to watch him surf and tan. But that is all for now!!!</content>
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    <title>DECISIONS DECISIONS!! HELP!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-06-02T01:50:56Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-02T01:50:56Z</updated>
    <lj:music>White stripes</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So i went to my moms and saw all of my friends which was great beause i realized how much i missed them and want them back in my life.... then i got a tattoo with Danielle and Jae Tasia wanted one but would take too long and TONS of money. Then went to court with my mom and that went well..... ummm my brother had his appendix taken out and he is in pain.... i dunno i want to like move back to redding but everyone that i talk to is all NO YOU SHOULD STAY DOWN there and what not but i reallly miss everyone and i dunno what i am gonnna do with my self....*what song is that anyone* Also when i was up there i met this really cool guy named Rudy and yeah.... i dunno much i am just freakin on if i sould move up there or stay down here?? I think if i moved back i could move in with my friend Nichole and just rent a room from her because she has a house but i dunno... i dont have a car but am getting my licence soon... I DONT KNOW HELP HELP HELP!!!!</content>
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    <title>My birthday is tomorrow</title>
    <published>2005-05-15T02:52:05Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-15T02:52:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Yeah so i went to Vegas and it was SO SO SO much fun!! I am in love with Stevie Nicks!! I loved that concert so much!! We walked up and down the strip and it was a lot of fun.... my birthday is tomorrow and my mom didnt even send me anything.... but maybe she is waiting unitl i come up there... i dunno  but i hope that my dad planed something cool because this is going to be the first birthday that we are gonna spend together for  8 years!! But he prolly wont..... i dunno i have  been all emo and i dunno am just excited to go see my friends in Redding... i hope they are excited to see me!!</content>
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    <title>Las Vagas here i come</title>
    <published>2005-05-09T16:04:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-09T16:04:40Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Jerry Springer</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well my birthday is comming up next Sunday but on Wednesday i am going to Las Vagas  for a Stevie Knicks concert with Sherry and i am excited!!! Then my birthday is on the 15 and i will be the big 18!!! YEAH FOR HEATHER!!! On the 17 i go to get the rest of my teeth finished AHHH i hate the dentist!! HATE IT HATE IT!!!! On the 21 I am flying up to Redding thats right i am going to visit my mom and friends!!! I am excited and hope i get to see everyone longer this time becaue i am gonna be there a week!!! TASIA, TOIBN, DUSTIN AND ZOE WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!!!!   Iam going with Jae and Danielle to go get my tongue pierced while they get tatoos Tasia you should come and get something peirced or tatooed!!! got to go to work now!!!</content>
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    <title>crzy4penguins05 @ 2005-05-03T09:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-03T16:53:48Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Fuse</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Life is still ummm gay.... I work all of the time and only have Tusedays and Wednesdays off which today i have to AGAIN go to the fucking dentist and get 7 teeth filled!!! But then i am done. Went to a friend of mine's party and had fun there... i know what some of you are thinking .... *cough tasia cough* YES I was a good kid and didnt do drugs or drink a lot. I feel stupid most of the time at work because i HATE MATH and am so slow and yeah!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mom is going through alot and prolly have to go to Redding sometime which is cool cuz i get to see my fiends but sucks because of the reason that i have to go up there. I am really annoyed with Dani the stepbrother because he is a SPOILED little brat!!! HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING!!! EVER!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kody is comming down here soon and that is cool and i am excited... i get paid Friday... but other than that life is still gay and i am still here doing the same things and MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS who are graduating without me and having a cool senior year while i didnt because i got screwed!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!! :(</content>
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    <title>Life is so weird</title>
    <published>2005-04-28T22:57:39Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-28T22:57:39Z</updated>
    <content type="html">AHHHHHHH.... life is so boring. It seems like nothing really has been going on all i do is work and that sucks. I didnt get to go to prom and that bummed me out but then i thought about it and decided that if i did still live there i prolly wouldnt have gone because i was so into not going to school or school functions. But whatever... things with my mom are still sucking with the whole court thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kody is comming down here soon and all he wants to talk about with me is how he wants to "roll" (E) when he is down here and i am not down! I wish that he would stop doing drugs all of the time... but i am not really one to talk because i used to do them all of the time, but not like how he is. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to the dentist and they filled 8 of my teeth ONLY 7 MORE TO GO!!! THAT IS RIGHT 15 CAVITIES!!!! IT hurt so bad and they put me on the gas because i was freaking out!!! So May 3 I go get the other 7. Work is going ok i suppose there are these guys that like me and well.... yeah it makes me feel weird when people tell me that i am pretty and that is what they do. I dont think that i am!! NO WAY JOSE!!! Well  that is all that has been going on with me so yeah</content>
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    <title>Let me just catch  you up!</title>
    <published>2005-04-12T17:12:36Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-12T17:12:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Silence... scary</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So last Sunday night i was laying in my room about to go to sleep with my candles lit and then i got up to got down stairs and Kyle ( room mate) was all " Your room smells like pot?" "Are you smoking pot in here"? Then i said no and went down stairs and told my dad and sherry and they were like " We dont think you are smoking pot" * JUST TO SET IT STRAIGHT I WASNT * but then my dad all come up in my room sniffing around and he said that he smelled it too.... well whatever i was really pissed off by then and Sherry came up and she didnt smell it and Kyle was like " I cant have someone smoking pot in here"  BLAH BLAH BLAH and so my dad said " If you think you got to go then you got to go but you are gonna make a BIG mistake" *** Dad to the rescue***! Now everying is fine we dont talk about it but it really hurt my feelings because i wasnt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Other than that work is going good and i got a paycheck for $$605.00 for 2 weeks!! YEAH!!  I also think i might like this guy at work but... well he is 21, and has 2 kids... so he is not available... but i think that he likes me because he is waits for me when we get off so we can walk out, he is always touching me like my hands and stuff but HE HAS 2 KIDS!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO</content>
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    <title>Work, work , and some MORE work</title>
    <published>2005-04-07T01:53:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-07T01:53:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So all I have been doing is working... and spending money. I get paid on Friday and this check is gonna be SO SO much money. I am looking foward to it! :) Kody is comming down here soon and I am STOKED about that... it is gonna be fun! I love the people that I work with... well most of them... i am the youngest and so that is cool but i also am the only one that dosent drive but soon i will!! Things have been ok so that is all i gotta say....</content>
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    <title>Tiredness</title>
    <published>2005-03-27T03:51:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T03:51:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So I work like 6 days and like tomorrow is like my first day off in like a long time. I dont know what else to say about that... it is cool working but not really, because of it being work. I work from like 9:30 to like 7:00. Yeah. I am so glad that Finding Neverland came out because i am gonna buy it. Uhhh yeah and other stuff but cant say now.... update later</content>
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    <title>New job</title>
    <published>2005-03-14T18:33:31Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-14T18:33:31Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Used</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I havent updated in a long time because i have been busy. I got a new job at a theme park called Legoland... it is a cool place and mostly everything is made out of legos. ( I get free legos) Yeah it is  pretty cool. &lt;br /&gt;If any of you guys have been to a theme park and there are people standing at the frout gate and ask you if you want a picture taken that is what I will be doing. So it is fun. I went and saw Cursed which i thought was really good except for the screaming little girls behind us. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got my perimt and have been driving... in southern California traffic :( OMG i hate it!! It sucks I get all nervous and shit. People really drive crazy. Last night I drove with my dad and it didnt go very well because my dad is really nervous about me driving and he just was not yelling at me but said things sternly and i started crying but it was all ok afterwards... he didnt mean it and apoligized and it is all new to the both of us so yeah. The step-brother's birthday was ont the 11th and we had fun... he got a BRAND NEW MP3 player that costed like 200.00. SO that is good for him. I am starting to have a sore throte so i am drinking hot tea with lemon and honey :) It makes it feel so much better.  I have to go get a drug test today and i have never had one before so i am nervous about peeing in a cup but i will pass.  Got to go ...</content>
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    <title>crzy4penguins05 @ 2005-03-04T18:07:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-05T02:12:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-05T02:12:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>That 70's show</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well nothing really has been happening I just have been bored and drinking Rockstars and going crazy on them. I clean like I am on some meth and like I am crazy! I have organized all of the cabnets and just cleaning like a crazy person would.  I planted some flowers in the frount yard they look ok I suppose. So yesterday was my Uncles heart surgery and everyting went ok the bad thing is that Kody is left home all alone for the whole weekend, he can get into alot of trouble that way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today I was making some Snickerdoodles and things did not work out so well for me. The dough wasnt really like dough it was more like cake batter so i just kept adding more flour and I dont know if they taste good because I didnt want to eat them. But other than that nothing really has been happeing to me. Things are going ok i suppose... except for the re-runs of the OC last night :( oh well</content>
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    <title>Stolen from broady girl</title>
    <published>2005-03-01T05:36:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-01T05:36:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;form action="http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php" method="post" target="_new"&gt;&lt;table border="1" bordercolor="#efefef" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="center" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Who are you?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="question1" value="Who+are+you%3F"&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="type1" value="2"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;Name&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Heather&lt;/b&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="question2" value="Name"&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="type2" value="1"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;Age&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;b&gt;17&lt;/b&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="question3" value="Age"&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="type3" value="1"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;Height&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td 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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crzy4penguins05:17977</id>
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    <title>Feeling Down :(</title>
    <published>2005-03-01T01:02:29Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-01T01:02:29Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Ayo for Yay- yo Andre Nikittina</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So i quit my job because it sucks and I have already graduated school and dont do anything in the day time. Now i am regretting it because I get really bored and do nothing all day. One of these days I am gonna get on the bus and go exploring but I think it might be a bad idea on account of that i live in a HUGE town, and i am new to this area and only know 4 street names. I dunno but I do get really bored and just clean and that is all really. I dunno and then everyone comes home and Sherry does her stuff, and Kyle is just not fun so i dont know my dad is way to tired. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;I talked to Kody today and he told me that he got his permit! I am excited because i am gonna go get mine soon too. So yeah. Lately i have been really lonely and wanting a boyfriend  and there is this one guy who likes me but he is older and wants to wait until i am 18 but i dunno if it would even work because it is a complicated situation so i would take a buddy that i can hang out with. I also need a new job and i dont know what i want to do... well i want to work in a music store or like a flower shop or a head shop that sells like hippie things. But i dunno.  I havent talked to my mom since the fight" and i am kinda glad too because she makes me really really mad. I miss all of my friends back in Redding. :( I dunno what i am gonna do i think that i am just feeling sorry for myself and i should stop that. OH WELL!!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crzy4penguins05:17884</id>
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    <title>stolen from weeniemuffin</title>
    <published>2005-02-23T19:04:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-23T19:04:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table style="font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center"&gt;&lt;form action="http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074744726" method="POST"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th colspan="2" bgcolor="#000000"&gt;&lt;font color="#DDDD88"&gt;Rainbow of Icons by FreezingInTheSno&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/th&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your name&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;input type="text" name="Your name" value="Heather" size="20"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Favorite Color&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;input type="text" name="Favorite Color" value="Orange" size="20"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Birthday&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;input type="text" name="Birthday" value="May 15, 1987" size="20"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Pink Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img24.exs.cx/img24/4886/barbie4gt.jpg"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Blue Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img24.exs.cx/img24/6572/finally0bf.gif"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Yellow Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img24.exs.cx/img24/6281/somethinforme6ok.jpg"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Green Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img24.exs.cx/img24/480/starlocket6fb.gif"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Red Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img24.exs.cx/img24/2125/beautiful9yq.gif"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Purple Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img126.exs.cx/img126/7863/igowild9fo.jpg"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #FFFFFF;"&gt;Your Orange Icon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #000000;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img126.exs.cx/img126/8174/fishoutofwater48fz.jpg"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="un" value="FreezingInTheSno"&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="meme" value="1074744726"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="#000000"&gt;&lt;input type="submit" value="Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="#000000"&gt;&lt;font size="-1" color="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;a href="http://memegen.net/"&gt;&lt;font color="#DDDD88"&gt;Quiz created with MemeGen&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/form&gt;&lt;/table&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crzy4penguins05:17634</id>
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    <title>Redding trip</title>
    <published>2005-02-23T19:01:19Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-23T19:01:19Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Ayo for Yay- yo Andre Nikittina</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So i went to Redding on Wednesday and my older brother Christopher picked me up in Sac and he drove me to my mom's work. My mom was so happy to see me and that made me feel good. Then we went to my house and Kody wasnt there and my  mom started bitching about how he wasnt there and he does nothing around the house and blah blah blah... so Kody comes home and he is so glad to see me and i am glad to see him too. So on that day my mom just kept bitching the whole night, about how Kody is out of control and she wants to know what to do and i tell her to send him to my dad's house and that was not an option. She just kept bitching and bitching the whole night until Don came or as i like  to call him ( DICK FUCK DON) and then everyting was fine. So Kody and i go into my room and I tell him that he should come and live with me and he says " I dont want to but I want to make you happy and be happy with you and I will" So we go and tell my mom and she says "NO" we sent to bed.&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;br /&gt;   The next day I woke up and went to the highschool and saw alot of my friends and it was cool because I didnt know that many people cared about if I left or not. Jae said that he passed me in the parking lot twice because she didnt recognize me. ??? Had i changed that much?? I didnt think so but people kept telling me that i had? I dunno. SO me and Jae went to Jamba Juice and saw Sabrina and then went back to the high school and saw a couple more people. Then she dropped me off and I went and hung out with Leanna and Donald and just hung out doing nothing just catching up on shit. Went home and went to bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday I hung out with Natasha in the day and she and I went and saw Jamaya who has gone nuts. She got arrested on the night of her birthday and she had been doing coke alot and shit. So i didnt hangout with her again. Then that night I hung out with Jae and Kylee, we went and saw Hitch, it was good except that it went on FOREVER! Jae kept wanting me to grab this Mexican dudes head that was infrount of us. Then we went to Starbucks and they met my mom's boyfriend ( Dick Fuck) and my mom is so crazy i hate it. She is nuts. Then they left and i was gonna go see my friend Megan's baby but couldnt get a hold of Natasha so I hung out with Leanna and Donald and Ashley and Kody. Came home and went to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday we went to Oregon and saw my Great grandma and visited with her. The whole way up there my mom is saying some crazy ass shit to me the whole time! So we got home around like.... I dunno 6or7 and then I packed and went down the street around 9:00 to say goodbuy to Leanna and Ashley and Donald. Then Tyler and Teresa calls me and wants me to go to his house and see him really fast so i do and he just tells me about what has been going on and Teresa tells me gossip. Then i go home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday I LEFT!!!! Came back to San Deigo around 3:30 and i was so happy to be back.  It was great seeing all of my friends and I am hopefully gonna drive up there for Memorial Day weekend and take Kody back with me. I havent called my work since i had been back becuse i dont want to go to work. &lt;br /&gt;So last night my mom calls me and says &lt;br /&gt;*MOM*: why didnt you call&lt;br /&gt;ME: I called you when i got here &lt;br /&gt;*MOM* : Why didnt your dad call?&lt;br /&gt;ME: I dont know i told him&lt;br /&gt;*MOM*: WEll if there is anyting that you need to come clean about now is the time.&lt;br /&gt;ME: (confused) about what?&lt;br /&gt;*MOM*: this case against me speding the money and you are the only one that has ever said anyting about me spending the money.&lt;br /&gt;ME: You think that i filed the papers against you?&lt;br /&gt;*MOM*:  I am not saying that i just watned to give you the oppertunity to come clean about anyting.&lt;br /&gt;-------Sherry grabs phone--------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So i am all pissed off because i would NEVER DO THAT AND SHE THINKS THAT IT WAS ME!!!!  Christopher calls my dad snd says that sherry called my mom a bad mom ( which she never did) and that he is never comming down here as long as Sherry and my dad are together. Then my mom told sherry that Kody said that he is never comming down here because he hates her family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I called Kody and he said that he was comming down and he never said that and " FUCK EM' ALL" i am still pissed off and yeah.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crzy4penguins05:17156</id>
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    <title>:(  sad tuesday</title>
    <published>2005-02-16T04:25:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-16T04:25:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So today i do nothing and then Kody calls me to chat and he gets another call, and it is one of my uncles and my other uncle died yesterday. So i am going to my mom's tomorrow and am not excited about it. I am really scared about seeing my mom and all of the druggie friends. Plus my mom wanted me to stay. UHHHH NO!!! I have a job here and am not gonna stay. SO i will be gone for at least a week. :( so yeah and that is sad</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crzy4penguins05:17104</id>
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    <title>Sucky valentines day</title>
    <published>2005-02-15T17:56:51Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-15T17:56:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Live with regis and Kelly</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Happy Valentines day for anyone that had a valentine! Congradulations! Me on the other hand did not and that really bummed me out :( So since i dont go to school any more it give me a lot of time to think which i dont think is good because... i think up bad things to do. But yesterday i was just thinking that i am horriably ugly and i will never find love and blah blah blah. So i watched Meet Joe Black and that was not so good, i mean the movie was good but i love it and all but it is not something that you should watch if you are lonely and wanting love :( So i am feeling sorry for myself all day and have done nothing because no one is here and no one is online so it gets really lonely. I call Sherry and ask if we can go do something but she has had a really busy day and so she was tired, so she comes home and i watch "Shark Tale" WACK that movie was so lame!! Then we were gonna go to a friend of mine's graduation from a rehab but we wouldnt make it in time so we didnt. Then my dad came home and he gave me so REALLY pretty flowers because he felt bad that i didnt have a valentine and that i dont get to do much besides go to work and then come home and do some more  nothing so that was nice. Then we all went out to dinner and the " lovely" step- brother came along which was a big deal because he NEVER goes anywhere besides he room and school, i think is really weird, but he is weird. So go to this nice resturant and he is so imbarrasing becuase after he is done eating he mixes his food all up * mind you he is almost 16* and during the time that we are eating he is a lame ass and talks about his lame stuff which i dont care about and then i bring up driving and i can get my licence the earlier than him but he was like " To get a licence requires a car, which requires money, which requires gas and i dont have any of these so Heather good luck" then sherry is all " Mommy will pay for all of that"&lt;br /&gt; HELLO TEACH YOU KID SOME RESPONSIBILITY!! MAKE HIM GET A JOB TO PAY FOR THESE THINGS!! He is so incredably spoliled! I guess i am a little jelous but not really because if i wanted to be all spoiled and have money all of the time and not work i would just go live with my mom because she has plenty of it. I didnt buy my dad anyting for valentines day but i did clean the house and i do other things for him and i should have but Dani didnt even think of buying anything for anyone! He only thinks of himself!  All of the time! I clean the house every morning and like  cook dinner * Which i dont mind doing* but he like loads the dishwasher once and wants EVERONE to know. Whatever that boy is not gonna make it out in the real world but i dont care it just really bugs me that he does something like come out to dinner and Sherry is so impressed like MAKE HIM GO DUH!  and if he dosent go then they bring him somthing home! IS IT JUST ME OR IS THAT WEIRD??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So we get home from the dinner and i wanna call Kody to tell him Happy Valentines day so i call and Celeb has his phone and anwsers and is like " hold on" so i hang up. Call back and no one anwsers so i call the house and chat with my mom who was in a good moood. Then call his phone again because i was gonna leave a message but Kody anwsers and i am like " Hey" and he says " I am busy and will call you back" hangs up! SO i call back gonna leave a message, he anwsers and says " HEATHER I AM BUSY" and celeb is in the background " HANG UP ON HER AND TELL HER THAT WE ARE TRYIN TO GET SOME POT" so i slip in there " Kody i just wanted to wish you a happy valentines day and see if you got the present that i sent you but you are too busy for me again and i see how things are now " so i hang up and start crying and go into my dad's room and tell him and go to bed crying. HE REALLY HURTS MY FEEINGS, because sometimes he is all like " We are best friends and i miss you and love you and want you to move back with me and shit but then others he is like " i am too busy for you" i dunno but it really makes me sad :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WOW THAT WAS A LONG ENTRY! Now i am gonna go work out.</content>
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    <title>wishing that i was pretty :(</title>
    <published>2005-02-09T05:34:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-09T05:34:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>montely crue</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I WANNA REAL VALENTINE!!! I want one that will send me flowers and some kinda present and that will kiss me and love me and never let me go!!! But it is not gonna happen anytime soon you haveta be pretty to get a valentine and i am not :( saddness :( :( oh well maybe next year!!</content>
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    <title>OUCH!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-02-08T20:18:58Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-08T20:18:58Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fleetwood Mac-silver springs</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So on Friday I really really didnt want to go to work because it is really busy but whatever... so Sherry and I were laying on the bed looking at pictures of her when she was a highschooler ( she looks like Stevie Nicks) if anyone knows who that is, but i got up and went outside and sat down and then stood up and my back hurt but whatever i went and got dressed for work and like in the car it just started hurting worse and worse so when i got there i could barely walk or even get out of the car so Sherry told em that i am not gonna be working. Went home and took a REALLY REALLY hot shower to loosen up the muscles but didnt work so Sherry gave me some medecine and told me to lay down. Nothing worked so finally it hurt so bad that i started crying because it was INSANE how bad it hurt like someone was taking a huge hammer and just hitting me as hard as they could in my lower back so Sherry told me that we were gonna go to the Emergency room ( which i am DEATLY afraid of hospitals and doctors) so i started shaking and crying again because i was scared and didnt want to go with out my dad :( but i went and waited and cryed and waited and cryed. Finally saw a doctor and he told me that i was have back spasms which means that me muscles in my back were spasming because they were too tight so they gave me some medicine like vicodine and vallume ( my dad guards them from me) so all weekend i couldnt do anyting like even move it sucked. So yesterday i went to Pizza Hut and got my first paycheck!!! YEAH!!! I talk to Kody almost everyday and he is excited that i am graduated and he really wants to see me and i am going up there on Memorial day weekend!! I am gonna drive up there because i am gonna have my licence and it will be better because i am gonna be 18 18 18 !!!! HURRAY!!!! I cant wait. SO i am currently looking for another job because i dont want to work  at pizza hut full time i  barley like it part time. I got some apps for a movie store and claires ( ha ha i am so not the clairs type). I REALLY REALLY want to work in a music store but you have to be 18 and i am not.</content>
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    <title>Today is the day that i graduated!!!! :)</title>
    <published>2005-02-03T20:57:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-03T20:57:40Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the killers</lj:music>
    <content type="html">SO TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND I AM OFFICALLY A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE!!!!!! It was VERY weird though because they were just like well you are graduated now and that is all. SO i dont know what i am gonna do... work full time or what??? I am not just gonna set around doing nothing it is weird.... and i didnt even get to say good bye to steve because he wasent there it was weird! Oh well i dunno what is gonna happen but i am glad that i NEVER have to go to that school ever again!!!!!</content>
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    <title>crzy4penguins05 @ 2005-02-02T21:18:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-03T05:23:30Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-03T05:23:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Have you ever...&lt;br /&gt;[x] been drunk.&lt;br /&gt;[x] smoked pot.&lt;br /&gt;[x ] kissed a member of the opposite sex.&lt;br /&gt;[x] rode in a taxi.&lt;br /&gt;[] been dumped.&lt;br /&gt;[] shoplifted.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] been fired.&lt;br /&gt;[] been in a fist fight.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise&lt;br /&gt;[x] snuck out of your parent's house.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] been arrested.&lt;br /&gt;[x ] made out with a stranger.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] stole something from your job.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] celebrated new years in times square.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] went on a blind date.&lt;br /&gt;[x] lied to a friend.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] had a crush on a teacher.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] been to europe.&lt;br /&gt;[x] skipped school.&lt;br /&gt;[ ]x thrown up from drinking.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] lost your sibling. happens all the time&lt;br /&gt;[x] played 'clue'&lt;br /&gt;[x] had a sleepover party.&lt;br /&gt;[x] went ice skating.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] dropped x.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] been cheated on.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] had a sweet sixteen.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] had a quincea?&lt;br /&gt;[ x] had a car.&lt;br /&gt;[x] drove.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you...&lt;br /&gt;[ ] have a bf.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] have a gf.&lt;br /&gt;[x] have a crush.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] feel loved.&lt;br /&gt;[x] feel lonely&lt;br /&gt;[ x] feel happy.&lt;br /&gt;[x] hate yourself.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] think you are attractive.&lt;br /&gt;[x ] have a dog.&lt;br /&gt;[x] have your own room.&lt;br /&gt;[x] listen to rap.&lt;br /&gt;[x] listen to rock.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] listen to soul.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] listen to techno.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] listen to reggae.&lt;br /&gt;[x] paint your nails.&lt;br /&gt;[x] have more than 1 best friend.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] play an instrument.&lt;br /&gt;[] have slippers.&lt;br /&gt;[x] wear boxers.&lt;br /&gt;[x] wear black eyeliner.&lt;br /&gt;[x] like the color blue.&lt;br /&gt;[x] like the color yellow.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] cyber.&lt;br /&gt;[x] like to read.&lt;br /&gt;[x] like to write.&lt;br /&gt;[x ] have long hair.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] have short hair.&lt;br /&gt;[x] have a cell phone.&lt;br /&gt;[] have a laptop.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] have a pager.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Are you...&lt;br /&gt;[x ] ugly.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] pretty.&lt;br /&gt;[x] ok.&lt;br /&gt;[x] bored.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] happy.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] bilingual.&lt;br /&gt;[x] white.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] black.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] mexican.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] asian.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] short.&lt;br /&gt;[ xxx] tall.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] grounded.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] sick.&lt;br /&gt;[] lazy.&lt;br /&gt;[x] single.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] taken.&lt;br /&gt;[xxx] looking.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] not looking.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] talking to someone.&lt;br /&gt;[ x] IMing someone.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] scared to die.&lt;br /&gt;[] tired. i think this one and the next one go hand in hand , dotn u think????&lt;br /&gt;[x] sleepy.&lt;br /&gt;[] annoyed.&lt;br /&gt;[] hungry.&lt;br /&gt;[x] thirsty.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] on the phone.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] in your room.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] drinking something.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] eating something.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] in your pjs.&lt;br /&gt;[] ticklish.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] listening to music.</content>
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